The True Story of a Sex Addict – Now Available on Kindle & eBook

Finally… finally I’m back! I have been busy getting my very first eBook finished. Sorry for neglecting you… I’m sure once you purchase The Sexual Adventures of John Doe and read it you will agree that  the wait has been worth it! Available for only $2.99 on Kindle or as an eBook.

Introduction to the Sexual Adventures of John Doe

The Sexual Adventures of John Doe is the true story of a 45 year old, London based Scottish bloke and his 12 year long addiction to sexual encounters. During his reign of depravity he has had sex with over 500 woman and enjoyed more than 2000 sexual encounters. A very, very naughty guy.

He has come to the conclusion that he can’t be cured … or maybe he doesn’t want to be! There is no deep rooted psychological reason for what he does, as he put it so eloquently himself “I’m just a naughty bastard who loves sex. Nothing more, nothing less!”

John is no George Clooney in the looks department – average looking, gym toned body and reasonable intelligent. He has been married three times, and divorced twice. He would have sex with almost any breathing woman above 18 years of age, whether they are fat, thin, beautiful or ugly as sin and last but not least, feminine looking transsexuals.

The Sexual Adventures of John Doe is a sexually explicit, thought provoking, and at times humorous insight into the crazy world of man who lives for the thrill of his next illicit sexual encounter.

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The Biggest Lie – I Love Fat Woman!

I prefer fat woman or ‘shapely woman’, is how I would say it if I was actually talking to an overweight, out of shape burger munching, allergic to exercise woman! ‘I honestly do,’ I would say as I looked them in the eye with the most honest face I could muster!

During my reign of sexual depravity I have fucked around 30 woman who would be classed as obese…real fatties. I’m not proud of myself. Hey I’m a sex ddict and we have no morals or standards! I know fat woman and their admirers like to call fat woman, BBW’s. Big Beautiful Woman…you are having a laugh! 2 out of 3. But they sure as hell aint beautiful!

I maybe don’t love fat woman… I really don’t, what sane guy does… but I don’t mind fucking them! A wet willing pussy is never usually a bad thing. I don’t mind getting naughty and naked with fat woman, but I don’t like been seen in public with a large lady… no fucking way! I just don’t like embarrassing myself like that! And by large I mean size 18 and above.

Last year whilst looking for new free sites to meet willing woman I discovered a big girls dating chat room. It was free, so not wanting to look a gift horse in the mouth or I should say an elephant I frequented the fatties chat room in the hope of finding an easy and very willing pussy! Fat woman are easy…right! Or they should be. Let’s face it they haven’t got a lot going for them in the looks or sexuality department!

I will call her Angel… no hold on a minute, I will call her Big Angel. I had only been in the chat room for less than 5 minutes when I got talking to Angel. A few minutes later we were conversing on messenger, then an hour later we were talking on the phone.

‘I love big girls… they really turn me on! Slim girls don’t do anything for me!’ I said.

‘Lot’s of guys have said that to me,’ said Angel. ‘Guys prefer woman with curves.’ I wish I knew how she figured out that being 10 stone overweight was curvy, as opposed to just big and fat? This is a misconception that too many fat out of shape woman indulge in to save themselfs from having to exercise and eat less. I guess it is easier to believe the lie… that they are curvy as opposed to just big and fat.

Big Angel who lived in Brighton was only 22 years old and was size 22. A pretty face, small tits, big belly, huge thighs and mammoth ass from what I could tell in the pictures she had sent me! I asked her if she was okay with seeing a guy who was more than twice her age. She preferred older guy! Some younger woman seem to think older guys are more honest and have given up on playing games and cheating…

Only 3 days after meeting in the chat room she told me she was taking a day trip to London. She seemed eager to meet me. I had of course failed to mention to her that I was married! My best pal who was working out in Dubai… well… I had the keys to his flat. I was keeping an eye on the place for him and as a reward he didn’t have a problem with me using his spare bedroom for illicit affairs!

I could literally spot Big Angel a mile away when she got off the train from Brighton to Paddington. She looked bigger than size 22, more like size 28. She was a monster. The only thing curvy about this bitch was her handbag!

The 5 minute walk from St Johns Wood station to my mates flat had the fat girl out of breath and sweating! It was like she had run the 100 metres.

As we both sat on the settee enjoying a bottle of ice cold lager, I was amazed at how pretty a face she had, beautiful blue eyes, pretty nose. If she could have lost 10 stone she would have been a real looker.

How about if I get the Jacuzzi going. Which had her looking rather excited. I didn’t wait for her response I jumped up and started the love machine up!

Big Angel asked if it would be okay if I wasn’t in the bathroom when she went into the Jacuzzi as she was a bit shy. She was meaning that she was embarrassed by her body shape… real curvy woman love to flaunt their body, fat woman don’t! I guess deep down she knew that her body was a mess…

I reassured her that I loved the look of her. That she was a real woman and big girls were what turned me on….

I gave her 5 minutes to get naked and into the jacuzzi, which was bubbling furiously. I slowly stripped naked in front of her. I was pretty sure my gym toned body would impress her. My cock was rock hard when I took down my boxer shorts and the shy bitch never took her eyes off me the whole time.

Angel seemed to be enjoying the cheap Cava, and my company. I wasn’t in a rush to fuck her. Sometimes you need to relax and work your way into the task. Other times it’s just about getting your cock into her pussy asap!

Like the well seasoned professional I am. I waited for the love music to start playing. 30 minutes of laid back pop, then a selection of love songs, followed by some fuck songs… works every time!

When I went in for the kiss she didn’t resist. Angel liked to kiss, and kiss with passion. It didn’t take long for my cock to slip inside her pussy. She was a lady in need. And I was just a sex addict who needed to experience the rush of fucking a new pussy! It was my fix.

Sometimes fat ladies have big wide pussies which make you feel like you are fucking a big hole… you can’t touch the sides. Angel was the other extreme, her pussy was tight. I have fucked assholes that weren’t that tight. Each stroke, I took it nice and slow, as I attempted to get myself under control. I didn’t want to look like a plonker shooting my load too quickly.

I told Angel to put her hands on my ass. She did. I like it when the lady obeys my commands quickly! Gradually I got the beast under control, and I mean my cock not Angel! The more my hands wandered over her fat body, the less eager my cock became to blow it’s load. There were ripples of fat everywhere. Her big belly was stopping me from really banging my dick into her pussy… I was repulsed by her!

‘Turn around and bend over,’ I told her.

‘I don’t like doggy style,’ she said.

‘Just fucking do it and do it now.’ Angel reluctantly turned around and I slipped my cock into her pussy. Her huge fuckng ass was definitely her best feature.

‘Your ass looks fucking amazing,’ I said. ‘Truly amazing.’

‘Really… thanks.’

‘Yes babe, I fucking love it.’

At least from behind her belly didn’t get in the way. I started off nice and slow, feeling every stroke slipping in and out. Gradually I speeded things up, until I was pounding her like a cheap whore. I my slipped my thumb into her asshole, which was slacker than her pussy! Very strange! The sensation of the bubbling water from the jacuzzi, her tight pussy and the sight of her huge ass combined to created an amazing orgasism when I filled her hole up with cum.

At one stage I thought I wasn’t going to cum, until I closed my eyes and pretended I wasn’t fucking an elephant. It worked like a dream!

The bad news was the fact I still had to spend another 4 hours in her company before I took her back to the station. Somehow Angel got the impression that we were now a couple…WTF! She told me she had a week off work next month…I stayed silent! She asked if she could come and stay with me. I pretended I didn’t hear her! When she asked again, I told her we must sort something out and that would be fun. She smiled and gave a me long lingering kiss…

My mate Dave who was a bit of player himself had an amazing four poster bed in his bedroom. There was no way I wasn’t going to use that! Sorry Dave! The more I looked at Angel’s body the less likely hood there was of me rising to the task again! However being a professional I had a liquid Kamagra for such occasions. In less than 20 minutes the magic potion gave me a raging hard-on.

‘Suck me babe.’ Okay! ‘Lick my balls.’ Okay! Squeeze my balls.’ Okay. ‘Lick my asshole.’ Okay! ‘Tongue fuck my ass.’ Okay! ‘Suck my cock and finger fuck my asshole.’ Okay! Angel was a good girl who did what she was told without hesitation.

Like the nice guy I am. I licked, kissed, tongue fucked and poked her tight pussy until she finally came. I thought it was never going to happen. My tongue was fucking worn out by the time her clit finally got the message. Angel told me that I was the first guy to ever make her cum and she wasn’t joking. I was glad I never gave up…it is always a real buzz making a pussy explode!

Straight away I told her to bend over. There was no point in fucking her in any other position. She really did have a disgusting body! It wouldn’t have been so bad if she had massive titties, but they were fucking tiny! And her nipples were almost invisible!

Banging her from behind, I would alternate between nice and slow. Hard and fast. Hard and deep. During one of the slow fucks the head of my cock accidentally slipped into her ass. She didn’t say anything, so I gently pushed my cock deep inside until my balls were touching her massive booty.

‘Do you like my cock in your juicy ass.’

‘Yes, don’t do it hard though.’

‘I won’t.’ I lied!

Anal sex is something that always gives me a real thrill. Probably because I don’t get the chance to enjoy it often enough. It didn’t take me long to reach the money shot…less than 5 minutes. When I started to fuck her asshole hard and fast she moaned, but not with pleasure! She didn’t say nothing when I pulled my cock out after coming. I enjoyed it and that is what counts!

Angel soon cheered up when I told her I would  order a large pizza and some ice cream. The perfect treat for a big girl!

Another bottle of Cava, some pizza and ice cream and another blast in the jacuzzi was followed by a hard, fast and furious fuck…doggy style of course. I’m not a bad guy and I wanted to give some pleasure to Angel, I wanted her to feel good. And I’m certain she did.

I wasn’t a happy man when she kissed me on the lips at the station as I sent her back to Brighton! I would never talk to or see Angel again.

6 months later I received a call from Dave.

‘John mate… have you heard of fat a fucker from Brighton called Angel.’

‘The name kind of rings a bell.’

‘Well…she was here today…’

‘Not in fucking Dubai?’

‘No you fucking twat… St John’s Wood!’

‘Oh!’

‘She was asking for Brian London,’

‘The boxer.’ I said as innocently as I could.

‘No… the dirty bastard who fucked her in my flat!’

‘Oh! What did you tell her?’

‘That I just moved in and the previous owner has moved to Australia.’

‘Thanks mate, I owe you one!’

‘You do indeed!’

I love fat woman… I really don’t, but don’t tell the fat girls that!

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The Shame of a Sex Addict – You Got To Be Kidding Me!

During the past couple of months whilst writing my debut book based upon my 12 year period of sexual addiction I have been forced to take a very close look at how I have been living my life… and still I’m living my life! Looking back is not something I do very often, I’m too busy chasing the next one… the next pussy, mouth or hand to pleasure my hard cock!

The amount of time that I have spent in chat rooms, placing adds in personal columns, on dating sites, indulging in phone sex, cam sex, real sex and of course watching porn adds up to almost 2 years worth of time…2 years of my fucking life spent feeding my need to engage in sexual activity. And I must say if I could do it all again I most certainly would.

Some people may say that I’m nothing but a dirty bastard who can’t keep his dick in his trousers… that it would be a fair comment. Some may people may say I have a very real addiction and that I’m not in control of my actions… that would also be a fair comment. Some people may also say that sexual addiction is not a real addiction, which is another fair point! However I don’t really care how other people perceive me and I sure don’t waste my time analysing what I have become or who I am. I like me… I enjoy what I do. I get a real buzz out of chasing sexual encounters and everything to do with sex…whether that be fucking or wanking!

Shame… what is that! Why should a sex addict like me be ashamed. We all need a hobby to help us escape from the drudgery of real life… my hobby just happens to revolve around sex. I would rather spend an hour or two fishing online for some pussy or viewing porn than watching Coronation Street or EastEnders… fuck that bull shit!

Who says all addictions are a bad thing. How can something that brings me so much joy, fun and happiness be a bad thing? It can’t be…

When I got married for a third time I briefly stopped chasing illicit sexual encounters. I became a good guy, a faithful guy… That brief period of faithfulness didn’t last long, I missed the thrill and buzz of meeting woman purely for sex. I missed the chase. I missed my alter ego, the depraved sex addict…

The only real problem I have at the present time is all the many hours I’m having to spend writing my book ‘The Sexual Adventures of John Do’. That time could be spent seeking out new hot willing wet pussies to fuck and lick… we all have to make sacrifices sometimes even a sex addict like myself!

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Chapter 6 – The Crazy Russian Bitch

Most of the woman I met on my journey of sexual encounters usually consisted of 1 or 2 meetings. For me the thrill of the hunt, the chase was as much a buzz as actually sealing the deal, by slipping my cock into the naughty bitches mouth and pussy. The Russian girl from Moscow I fucked on around 50 different occasions…I guess there was something about her I liked!

An excert from Chapter 6 – The Crazy Russian Bitch.

During my 12 year long reign of sexual depravity there have only been 5 woman that I have met on a semi regular basis over a number of years. The Crazy Russian Bitch was one of them. She was hot, naughty as they come, and of course there had to be downside, she was ever so slightly fucking crazy! However… when she was sucking my cock, bouncing up on down on my rock hard dick screaming that she was about to cum, or I was shooting my seed all over her firm rounded boobies I found her hard to resist.

The Crazy Russian Bitch loved sex – sucking, licking, kissing and wanking cock and sex in multiple postions gave her a real buzz. She even took it in her ass. When I told her to fuck her pussy with her huge dildo and then slipped my rock hard throbbing cock into her ass, she didn’t resist. I’m sure most guys can understand why I enjoyed hooking up with a woman who was a real fuck-up for over 5 years…

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Learning to Speed Type Boosted My Sex Life

Very early on in my internet dating career – there I go again, dating isn’t the right word to use, I should have said my internet fuck career – I realised that typing with only my index fingers wasn’t the way forward. Very early on I realised that in order be hugely successful and enjoy serious amounts of action I needed to converse with 2 or 3 or more woman at the same time…

Picking up woman in online chat rooms is exactly the same as picking them up in nightclubs. It’s a numbers game. Some are more easy and willing than others! When you can type 40 or 45 words a minute it becomes fairly easy to converse with numerous ladies at the same time…not that I was looking for ladies…more like freaky bitches!

A friend who was a secondary school teacher gave me a typing training CD that the kids used to learn how to type. Every day I would do at least 3 practise sessions of 20 minutes. It only took me around 3 weeks until I could type fairly fast using all my fingers. I was a keen and willing student. If I could have had this kind of incentive when I was doing my A-levels back in the day, I would have been the top of the fucking class!

Being in an online chat room and having the ability to talk to numerous woman at the same time was not only a fucking buzz, it dramatically increased my success rate. As did using two different persona’s when talking to the same woman. I would be Mr Good and Mr Bad. Just like Jekyll and Hyde, almost as crazy! Mr good would use the slow get to know them approach. Any mention of sex or wanting to fuck their brains out was strictly off limits. Mr Bad didn’t fuck around. He would after a few minutes of small talk steer the conversation towards some naughty talk…with the aim of finding out how willing they were to hooking up in the very near future for sex. Some were easy, most weren’t! Some of the sluts I was fucking on the same day. Most of the woman whom I was successful with were reeled in over a 2-3 week period or in some cases longer. I didn’t have a problem grinding out a result…that was all part of the fun, the buzz!

Having that ability to chat with multiple woman at the same time made me like a kid in the worlds biggest sweet shop. I was unbelievably focussed and my mind was sharp. The only problem I had was trying to remember the lies I told, which wasn’t quite so easy! I would tell some woman I was single, others that I was in an unhappy relationship, open relationship, unhappily married. Whatever I felt would work in my favour. I told a thousand lies…to woman…to myself…to my wife. I didn’t care as long I was getting my cock into a new willing wet pussy! And there were many…

Learning to speed type is quite probably the best and most useful skill which I have learned in my entire life…

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The Internet Made The World A fairer Place For Guys Like Me!

Speaking to woman in chat rooms on the internet I found the kind of confidence which I could only dream about in real life. In a nightclub after a couple of knock backs from the ladies my confidence would hit rock bottom and I would give up. I had friends who could get 10 knock backs or more a night and they would still keep trying to pick up a fuck for the night.

When I’m not quite so  sober, and I think this was my main problem, I use to speak a load of shit after 5 or 6 lagers, and the worst thing was I needed 5 or 6 lagers to get my confidence into shape to try and chat up the ladies. It was a lose, lose situation for me. On the internet, in the various chat rooms it was a fantastic new world for me. I became the sort of man I dreamed about becoming and that was a man who could confidently talk to woman.  I became a guy who could easily pick up woman for sex.

On the internet it is a similar numbers game, but knock backs are nothing…there are plenty more fish in the sea, naughty ladies looking for fun, and best of all I didn’t have to suffer the embarrassment of people watching me get rejected by a bitch. And take it from me there are plenty of woman out there who don’t like being picked-up when at a club, bar or on the road, but on the internet they become like whores when they don’t have their friends around them!

I’m no  Brad Pit in the looks department, but on the other side of the coin I’m in great shape and I’m not an ugly fucker like say Ricky Grevais. And I most definitely haven’t got the money, gift of the gab or the twinkle in my eye that lets ugly looking blokes pick up woman who look way out of their league. But what I have got is the ability and patience to spend endless hours on the internet looking for woman on a selection of dating sites, chat rooms and personal columns that I use. Over the years I have developed a system that works for me. They would call me a grinder if I was a poker player…

A life long friend of mine once said to me, ‘if you put the same effort into business as you do for picking up woman online, you would be a millionaire,’ and he is right. I sometimes wish I could stay faithful and knock this sexual addiction on the head. If I was a millionaire I would probably spend all my time chasing posh totty or fucking expensive whores!

Most of the woman I meet are fuck-ups just like myself. Most of them are lying and cheating on their own boyfriend or husband. And quite a few single woman I have been involved with over the years seemed to enjoy the fact that they were cheating on another woman’s man. The sickest bitch I ever fucked wanted to wear my then girlfriends panties when I was fucking her … and I agreed! Another sick bitch begged me to fuck her in the afternoon so my cum would still be her pussy when she was fucking her boyfriend later on that night – she was also going to have him lick her out … I agreed!

The internet levels out the playing field for reasonable good-looking guys like myself. God bless the internet…the greatest invention the world has ever seen…

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My First Blind Fuck Date – Descent Into Sexual Addiction – Part 2

Miss T was the first and she wouldn’t be the last. She was the first in two distinct ways – first time I had fucked a black girl and the first time I had met someone off the internet for sex. This was the day I changed from a guy who had never cheated in his life to a guy that finds it impossible to stay faithful.

The first time I cheated on a girlfriend, partner or wife was 12 years ago, and I was 33 years old. The last time I cheated was 3 days ago, I’m now 45 years old. I’m not a bad guy, just a guy who has an urge to indulge in No Strings Attached Sex with strangers from time to time! As the saying goes what the eye can’t see, the heart can’t grieve over. As long as I don’t get caught and my wife doesn’t find out what harm I’m I doing.

I had originally bought a computer for business reasons. Only 3 days after buying my first home computer I was talking to Miss T on an online chat room. It was mid afternoon and there I was talking sex talk with a teenage girl who lived a 10 minute drive from my house. Unbelievably, well it was for me at the time…we arranged to hook up later on that day for sex.

Only 3 hours after saying hello to Miss T in a chatroom, I was walking into a cheap hotel with her and very shortly after that my cock was in her mouth, followed by shooting a big load of cum in her sweet black cherry. That girl was a fucking sex maniac, she was all about the sex. She wanted to feel my cock in her pussy, quicker than I did…which doesn’t happen often with woman.

Later on that evening when I was sitting in front of the television with the Mrs I couldn’t believe my luck. I had in the space of a few hours, met, and fucked a teenage black girl whom I had met on the internet. Before we hooked up I didn’t know what she looked liked…so you could call our meeting a Blind Fuck Date. It seemed that the future was bright. The future was internet sex dates. Well it was for John Doe!

When my book ‘The Sexual Adventures of John Doe‘ is released I will of course be going into full details regarding my encounter with Miss T. This is just a little teaser…

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The Day It All Began – My Descent Into Sexual Addiction, Part 1

When I was a young man about town, hitting the bars and clubs of my home city I never received my fair share of pussy. I was always a bit reserved, a tad bit shy. Even under the influence of booze, which doesn’t work well for pulling pussy. Between the ages of 17-22 I had fucked only…ONLY 5 different woman before I was married and under the thumb as they say!

In my younger day’s computers were a luxury. Not like today where everybody seems to own one or has access to the internet via an iPad, notebook, mobile phone, laptop or desktop computer. I was 33 years old when I bought my first computer and happily married for the second time.

At this stage in my life I had now fucked the grand total of 8 different woman. I hadn’t even broken double figures. I was a sad fuck. Maybe that’s why I can’t help myself nowadays, maybe that’s why I became a sex addict. I was fucking deprived in my younger days…

It didn’t take me long to discover the wonders of online chat rooms. While my Mrs was watching bull shit television programmes like Coronation Street, EastEnders or the Bill I would be talking to woman in chat rooms, or looking at pictures of naked woman. Back in those early days of the internet it wasn’t awash with porn videos like it is now, which is probably a good thing because I would have probably wanked myself to death!

Fast forward to December 2011 and I have met over 100 different woman, most of whom I found online in Chat Rooms, Dating Sites or by placing adds in Personal Columns. I have fucked beautiful looking woman, ugly woman, fat woman, skinny woman, monsters and a couple of freaks! Some of them I fucked for years, most of them I just fucked once…the thrill for me was the chase, and that first fuck, that first sexual encounter. After the first meet up I quickly forgot about most of them! I have fucked married woman, mothers, daughters and even a granny or two…anything over 18 was fair game in my book. I didn’t care about looks or character all I was interested in was the buzz I got from fucking a new pussy or  enjoying having my cock sucked by a new mouth.

Somewhere along the fucked up road which I have travelled along, I have become hooked on black pussy. In fact if I hadn’t totally stopped fucking white woman 6 years ago, I could have easily fucked 200 woman! There is a saying ‘once you go black, there is no going back,’ and for this white boy it became very fucking true! As soon as I tasted my first black cherry it was like I had a voodoo spell put on me or something!

Not only I’m I addicted to sexual encounters, but I’m addicted to sweet black pussy…life is a crazy journey that I’m happy to ride!

My very first internet sex meet-up took place 12 years ago with an 18 year old curvy black slut – this happend only 3 days after I bought my first computer.  I must have liked this bitch because I was still fucking her on an occassional basis 7 years later…if I never moved to London,  I dare say I would still be popping her when the need arose!

To be continued…

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The Sexual Adventures of John Doe

The Sexual Adventures of John Doe is the true story of a 45 year old, London based Scottish bloke and his 12 year long addiction to sexual encounters. I have come to the conclusion that I can’t be cured… or maybe I don’t want to be!

I’m no Brad Pitt in the looks department – average looking, gym toned body and reasonable intelligent. I have been married 3 times, and I would fuck almost any woman above 18 years of age, whether they are fat, thin, beautiful or ugly as fuck and last but not least, feminine looking transsexuals.

John Doe is as you can imagine is not my real name. Real names and places have been slightly changed because I basically don’t want to ruin any life’s…or have an unhappy father or husband turn up at my door with a baseball bat…you know the crazy things that men can do when a bastard like me enjoys their forbidden fruit!

Through this blog, the Sexual Adventures of John Doe I aim to offer up a little teaser from each chapter of my soon to be released book. Be prepared to be amazed, thrilled, disgusted and turned on in equal quantities.

90% of the woman whom I have enjoyed sexual encounters with during my 12 years of madness I have met via the internet – chat rooms, free dating sites and through sites like craigslist.

I liked to keep things simple, I still do … it was/is all about the sex. I save love for my lady at home, the bitches I meet purely for sex, are purely to feed my sexual addiction! Thankfully most of the woman I have met for NSA have had the same mindset as myself…a few forgot the rules and thought they loved me, such woman became history very, very quickly!

I have told a 1000 lies to woman I have met. I have fucked too many woman to mention. I keep on telling myself that my next illicit sexual encounter will be my last. And I should add that I’m a happily married man.

This is my story…

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